As of now, I'm now in the merge of having an identity crisis problem..."Who Am I....now?"

I need to reflect on this...I'd be wandering right now if ever I'm just lost or not. I just want to see and go back to who I was which I know who I am! of course...after a break-up, it would be hard to go on...it's not that easy even though I'd say it does.

Tochi just spoiled me too much. Tochi made me need him too much...being there with me and making me fully dependent to him but then the problem is...he just broke up with me instantly and what's more mysterious is that we're still in a complicating situation where I know tochi still loves me and he's still hiding it.

I do think tochi has his reasons for choosing his dreams....he's growing up after all and all I know about him is that he's pretty lazy before. Though he's caring and stuff and gives me more than enough time to be with him.  He's not making up excuses to break up on me, and deep inside me I know that...unlike what i felt with che before when he's trying to find a way to avoid me.

To choose his dreams now is just for his future and I don't need to stop him...or should I? both of us are still young now...choosing a lover for tomorrow with my age right now is PERFECTLY a wrong idea. Now I understand what mama meant by to wait and not have a relationship during in college or even during studying. People in college is still in the merge of choosing their tomorrow. Their decision is not certain yet until they have a profession of their own. I can't actually say that every relationship in college will definitely not work but it's rare nowadays that people will have a long term relationship until marriage during studying time. it really depends on the couple to have the same world.

As college students, we're still making our profession. Though finding a partner made me curious of how really it feels. It feels good at first but in the end, it just hurts. Though, right now I'm feeling numb...BUT! confused of how will I do tomorrow.

As for the truth, tochi really took care of me. He made good decisions during the relationship like him teaching me to not lie to my parents about us. Though, it made him give up a little when I always disagree on talking to mama about our relationship. I'm still not ready at that time and he was impatient that is. I never tried to understand his side. I was stubborn..well he did told me that I should be the one to decide. 

As I was grounded by mama, we often see each other and enjoy. But we both decided to not see with each other since mama took a great beating out of me and he was worried about me. He'd feel guilty whenever I break mama's promise. So yeah, I wasn't also thinking about that side of his...It must have been killing him and I do notice that even though he says that 'it's nothing' and 'it's okay'

During our two month relationship, there was nothing wrong...we both enjoyed...every single second while being with together. But just change his mind when he was convinced by this 4 day leadership training to follow his dreams while he's still young. If ever I would want him to stay with me, what would make his tomorrow? he's lazy! for god's sake! It's better now that he's finally thinking up his goal for tomorrow. The only thing I can know is that...if our roads wud ever meet again, then it would really be destiny...or if ever our roads are in the parallel line then meeting again at one point...yes, that would be really good. Though, starting all over again once we meet again ... is quite a good idea.

tochi is still young...I AM STILL YOUNG...I have to finish up what I have ever dreamed also. But the sad thing is that my passion in drawing..it's gone for now and I don't know if it'll ever come back again and I hope it will!!!!! I'm trying right now by throwing away what I think and giving this really really huge reflection until I'm out of words! I need to think again to love art! but it's not that easy to go back to the road.

I dont ever think that what tochi is looking for is..."it"...you know...what guys usually wants. It just depends on what I decide...BUT as you know...I WON'T EVER DO SUCH thing! no matter how I'm in love with the person...I can only let him go to the 2nd base but never in the 3rd..NEVER!

Being too forward was my problem. I was curious though of what a kiss feels like...so yeahXD ahahaha! I was learning while being with him. But i do promise that the next guy whoever wants me, I'll let him go through hellXD lol! 

I don't need to adjust to be with tochi. I just need to to reply whenever he wants to contact me. How can I expect that something like a two road for our tomorrows would just part us away. I'd like to see a guy who would be better than him.......I'm never certain though^^

hahaha! I might end up loving my job and dreams later on that i can't think of anything other. Though, my best friends and family will always have a space^^

Shakoy>_>...I was tagged by thecrazypot ...yeah...She said that for eight days..I have to write something what made me happy for that day...so here it goes.

1st Day

I found Suikoden 3 manga at Mangafox.com!!! WEEE!!! I'm hyper right now just thinking of how the cool story continues on! yay!!

Yes! yesterday was quite tiring! my feet and legs hurt. But the food was great at the same time...! I wore my Suzumiya Haruhi cosplay for just one day! it was on december four and it was pretty fun^^

I was with mau2x and with my cdotaku friends too. We were like parading the whole university to spread out the word of the cdotakuness...haha! there were insults like.."sailor moon"...or like.."weirdlings"...though, if it weren't for us...there wouldn't be any eyecatcher in XU days. haha!

There were a lot of happenings. Especially on the last day. I can feel the vibes of guys...liking me. Yeah, I won't brag or just feel like..."feel"...honestly..I really can feel their feelings. Even you crazy can tell right? if a guy likes you even though they don't really act. It's just by their aura and their acitons.

Dane was just plain gross..saying, "aw...I want to go to the horror house and hug shobe--AW"...like that. I was like giving him a face of .."don't you dare". Then a blockmate of mine, named otelo, confessed to me saying that his feelings are deep when it comes to me. But I dumped him immediately saying.."sorry, I still have feelings for che...and when it comes to me in liking somebody...it'll take a loooong time to recover". he replied, "will I still wait for you to recover? coz I can wait"...quickly, I said.."NO...I'm so sorry..let's be friends..it's better this way". Then there's this steve from cdotaku...he was like always shouting.."HARUHI-chan!" haha! he wanted to hug me...gapang-gigil xa. haha! and I'm a well known "loli-chan" in CDOtaku...lolerz!

At night on december 5...mau2x bought me a heart! for like 30 pesos! awww! I was so...AWWWW...!!!!!XD thank you so much! it was so cute! I hope mau2x'll upload the pictures of my blue heart with her pink heart..char! hahaha!XD
And timing! There's this celphone holder with the name..."che"...I just bought it and instead a celphone holder, I made it as my MP3 holder. heeheeXD

I rode on a dwarf horse! ahahahaha!!!!!!! I was so childish on XU days! VERY! hahaha! then we always had food trip on the go! haha! siomai! burger! hotdog! king corn! Ice-cream! cotton candy! shake! juice! yum!!!!

PICTURES!...my skirt was so damn short! and I forgot to sew one more detail on haruhi...her sign.."M" on her uniform...hehee. sewing... it was tiring!



for more pictures..please go to mah fwendster..heehee^o^!! there are like about a hundred more to go! lol!

BTW!!! maureen had these new pair of braces! they're pretty cool^o^~ it looks cute on her too^o^

AND MAU2x between pau2x...pau2x told mau2x his feelings again...it's like this

Pau2x: I like you mau
Mau2x: *acting as if she didn't hear him*...what? what did you said?
Pau2x: now that's your problem! you pretend not to hear me when I say it
mau2x: no really..what is it?
Pau2x: Nevermind>o>
mau2x: c'mon pau!...

then mau2x ended the conversation there. She said that it's okay this way. it's better this way. Whenever paolo goes near mau2x..mau2x would like..."kilig"...and I would laugh...laugh..haha! until I walk far away from them..XD haha!


yeah...it was SOOO FUN!!XD can't stop remembering the pasT! haha!

Excited for XU days!

Yes! next week will be XU week! and in the very first day of XU days, there will be an occasion! COSPLAY EVENT! whoo! and I'm one of the guys who'll be participating! I'll be Haruhi Suzumiya! I'm sewing right now my Haruhi uniform which is almost exatcly alike with my high school uniform. Just can't wait to try cosplaying in my life!

I want to show everyone how I really love anime!...to become an anime myself! haha! And mau2x is supporting me! weee! though, Buying the cloth was very costy...it cost me about 300 pesos for all of my materials plus hard work! though, I haven't finished the uniform but I hope I can make it! plus! there are a lot of passing deadlines! like cam's designs...inking for mangas...huhuhu...I HOPE I can make it.

Missing Kay

Yeah...

HELL YEAH! I missed her! we didn't communicate through text or comments at FS for like 4 weeks alraedy! I wonder how she's going. Me and mau2x were about to call stella but then... we had no money...:(

Stupid Guys

Okay...

this is related to Che...

My blockmates, guys specifically, always ask me..."where's che?"...or something like that. I always tell them..."I don't know!" with a really disturbing look. There was a time after psychology class ended, they again asked me, "where's che? musta mo?" then I got really irritated and said..."I DON'T KNOW!...it's as if I have any business with him! I don't care about him!"

All the guys were shocked and responded of how cold I am.

Then I tried to get back my innocence by adding..."it's him. He doesn't even care about me...then I should not care about him too"

There was this guy named...(forgot his name) who was one of che's close buddies. He said, "no, don't think like that... of course he cares" with a really serious look. I know a little about this guy. I really don't think of him as a bad person. He may be a delinquent but I feel his every aura is that he is always serious. He may laugh at jokes but the jokes never start from him so, yeah... I was shocked hearing it from him...As I was about to ask.."how are you sure?"

Balbin, Maramara, and tonton surrounded me for like my face was like an inch away from theirs...so I moved back a little until I was caught up on a wall behind my back. They covered my sides with their arms so that I wouldn't walk away and escape from them which I usually do when they'll about to look like they're gonna ask something from me.

Balbin leaned "Why do you say that...'he doesn't care about you?' " he smirked a little

"it's...it's because...I don't know" I shrugged him off as I tried to get away but they wouldn't let me

"C'mon, this is serious, shob...we're being serious here" tonton looked down at me without a smile on his face.

I shifted my eyes down, trying to think and try to find something that they would be able to understand "he doesn't care about me...because, he..." I suddenly looked upwards to balbin.."then why would he avoid me???...he's like avoiding me"

"pfft! are you sure about that? then why wouldn't you just ask him yourself?"

"I already did"

"then what did he say?"

"he said...'no... I'm not avoiding'.." I shook my head..."even though he said that he's not avoiding...he still acts like he is!"

Tonton shook his head... and then balbin turned..."you should have talked with him a little longer. You should not make situations sure if you're still not certain...don't just predict"

Then they all walked away leaving me speechless.

Yes, of course I was hurt...they never knew what kind of situation I'm in with Che..........all guys are stupid...

Che did really insensitive things to me like...

He  would leave me at a certain place where we should meet up and not give any text that he wouldn't be able to come...and that was...TWICE!
He won't reply...in text or even in yahoo messenger!
He's avoiding me.........

Che Guy (Part 2)

Guess the story ends here. It was such a quick one, right? a quick feeling of likes but then a quick end to it. I don't know if we're still we but I can say that we are not anymore. I was pressured by the commitment, really... I feel like a really huge fool!!! or maybe so stupid! How come I was lost in with the jokes of guys in the engineering department?

it wasn't at all the guys' fault of teasing me with him. It was all my fault for believing them directly! so yeah, lesson learned. Though, honestly, I can't say I learned a shoujo experience from him. Unlike I felt with Tibo when I was in 3rd year. I was testing with che if I'd feel the same way like last time. But... no...I didn't. Just "like"? love?...can't say for sure.

I cried. Not that I felt that we're not gonna be with each other anymore. I cried because of the damn pressure of why's....like why is he avoiding me?! why is he not coming to class?! why is he cutting class?! it's like...it's the (somewhat) girlfriend's responsibility to care of her boyfriend... yeah, I thought of it. I thought that I can take care of him... I guess...NOT!!!

After the cool off conversation, me and maureen went to Cyberia to print out maureen's english documents. Unexpectedly, Tibo went in!...I just said hi and he also said hi. I felt nothing now with him. No heartbeat, no nothing! Using Che to forget my feelings towards Tibo worked? I can say for sure... yes! it did worked out well.

At the same time... I don't know everything I said will mean in the future. Sometimes, tables will turn around...my feelings of likes for him might turn out to love? or it might turn out to down dead of hates.

I'm back to myself now! after a month and a few days of loving experiences, and now, I'm fed up with it. It's time to go back to my drawing board and write the experience down. I'm back again in making anime and again so ambitious. I never did leave this dream! it's an artist's way...Using their own experience for the beauty for their works.

~Signing out!

Okay, It's already in the second week of our second semester and I haven't posted my schedule for crazy yet...so here's my schedule so that we would be able to contact each other...^o^ btw, I changed back to globe, the reason? I'll tell you later..haha! SCHEDULE FIRST (THUG, THUG, THUG)

Time                     MWF                                 Time                  TTH
7:30-8:20        Math 83(MW only)              8:00-8:50      CE10(Tues only)
8:30-9:30        Math 84(MW only)              9:00-12:00    ES 02(Tues only)
9:40-1:00        FREEEEEE TIIIME                 1:25-2:40      Fil 1.......OH NO!!!!!
1:00-1:50        Eng 34.1                                2:50-4:10      Math 85
2:00-2:50        RS 15
3:00-4:10        PSYC 


That's it! I have......(counts fingers)....3 maths! yay! lol! it's hard!!!!! as in!!!!!!!!!!!!
math 83 is advanced algebra, math 84 is analytic geometry, and lastly math 85 is I forgot...O_O...somewhat...computing for the areas, the postulates and theories in math...LOL!!!sigh...it's starting to get difficult...Even the teachers have the hard time to explain the stupid triangle!!!!>o>

STALKER on the LOOSE! Get him!!

Okay, this is the reason why I changed to sun fo a while because honestly, there's this very dangerous, (stupid) and scary stalker on the loose. He's been texting me that last semesteral break. He goes like this, "you're stephanie cheng right? hello....I know that you pass by the Kevins store everyday..."....O_O...I was scared that I quickly set my globe to unlimited txt mode and told everyone that I have to change to sun... But then for a couple of weeks I changed back to Globe. Fortunately, he stopped texting me since... whew....

Dane...Dane...Dane...when will you ever learn?!

okay the story goes like this... Whenever I need someone to talk to or somewhat needed someone to be there... there's this timing that God has set upon me.........Dane comes into the picturE! well, I shared to him every word that comes into my thoughts and we became friends then close friends...nothing much. I just see him as a friend!! My God! see him as something more than a friend?! NO WAY!!!!!!!!!!!! he's just like a tissue wrapped to a cone and I'm the ice-cream and he's not the cone!!!!! HE WILL NEVER BE!!!

well he's such a bad influence kind of friend. He tries to convince me to have two or more boyfriends!!!!O_O...he said like "Shob, you gotta try having two or more boyfriends...it's Fun!"....SHAAAADDDDUUUP!!!>o>...I'm not that kind of girl and I will never be! I have this high conscience that you don't have dane!!! my gosh! I felt.....I felt for once in my life that I have to help him understand! well, you know, I'm the kind who would argue and correct things out...like becoming a doctor for brain-damaged people...become a psychiatrist for them just like what I did to dominic a year ago. . .

It's true that I'm comfortable in talking with Dane but I have no....let me repeat.....and rephrase...I HAVE NONE!!! NO FEELINGS AT ALL...0%!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 0.000000000000000000....no you can't see any other digits but zero...000000000%!!!!! and you can continue the zero if you like.

I don't care... really but what matters is that.....last week wednesday, he texted me and invited me to Dynasty Court. He was absent in class since wednesday because of wedding matters? I dunno. I didn't accept his invitation even though mother and father allowed me to go. He texted like this.."oh, you can't go? that's a waste"...I asked him, "why would you invite me, I'll get out of place since everyone there is your relative" and he replied, "no. It's because there's this one special girl that I would confess to even though we're not boyfriend and girlfriend...shob, this time I'm serious"...........please......I need time to pause and take......everything I ate during breakfast and lunch out into the toilet...BLEAUGH!!!!

I asked him EVERY GIRL that I know that he likes if she's the special girl!! but none! and then I asked for details...to my surprise, he just described me...sigh...dane...dane...dane....when will you ever learn?!!!...(I have che!...aw! hahaha!)

So that's it! I really don't get him at all!!!! Speaking of not getting the point...I don't actually get Che!

The Che Guy (part 1)

yeah, he said that his sim just broke and 2870 won't let him get into unlimited mode. It's been two weeks since the second semester break. I really don't get him. We don't talk, we don't get together(or something like that) and we don't text(because of broken sim)>o> He just says Hi to me until I say hi to him first! what the heck is the matter with him?!TT_TT........

oh yeah last friday (november 7) was out first monthsary....well I don't know if it's my fault or his. I told my classmate from a subject of mine to tell him "to meet me at STC lobby after classes" when they meet up with each other. Since che and me are not blockmates and we can't meet very often. So it's quite hard. I asked the person if she told him already...she said, "yes, I told him just like you told me"....but then I waited at the STC lobby from 3:30 to 5:00...ouch! I guess it was my fault? But I was glad because my S classmates entertained me. When he didn't come, it made me teary eyed though...TT_TT...and mau2x knew it.... she wants to smack him in the face.

Sigh... I just talked to him yesterday about the "issue"...yeah...Yesterday morning is suppose to be a free time period for me but then...I walked for about 1 km to school at a quarter to 9 just to go and talk to him. Before his next class starts, I need to talk to him. It's just like best friends, If something goes wrong, don't just wait until the problem dissolves...make a move before the bond breaks. Hell yeah, if you ask me...is he that worthy? to my pride? I dunno...to me?...yes...he's just like no any other friend.

When I talked to him. I was like che..che...che...che...che>o>...what's HAPPENING GODDAMIT!?...he said, "what's wrong? there's nothing wrong". I told him that both of us don't act like...."us"...>o>...why is that? he just told me.."it's not really necessary for us to go together, right?"...I wanted to tell him, "but we don't go together...or something like that" but then that opportunity flew away when their teacher came by....so that's it! I guess I'm continuing the conversation later this morning......we meet up for today's subject...math 84.
who knows what'll happen. and......(looks up at the cloch)...O_O...it's almost time for class!

MAU2x. . .Once a week meet up

sigh....I miss her. Honestly...I soooooo misss mau2x that I cried for the first time in my entire college life!! She's been busy busy busy and she said that she needs to get that dean lister............>o>... we met up just about two days ago. And I was like all alone...emo....walking through the corridors and then...MAU2x!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!>o>!!!!!!!!! we hanged out together until 7:00 pm...it was GREAT!!!!!!!!

GREAT!!!!!!!!!^o^ and after that...again....back to the emo world...damn! it's gay! gotta stop it! I didn't feel anything emoish before! haha! I usually walk and "tanga" by myself now. haha! I'm used to it now^o^! though, I never felt lonely.

So...That's it!^o^

~signing out!!!!^o^

A lot of things happened really... and I can say that during my second half of the semester...I can actually make it a 60 page book! >o>....LOL!! anyway, I'll just write the summary of what really happend...

hmmm...here's the list:
>I joined with the CDOtaku organization in the city, anime organization. I realized that it really is a small world afterall...LOL...my classmate in english is a member...CAMZ is a member...and even tyril!! the textmate of CRAZY when we were still in 2nd year(I guess) and also a former subordinate of my big brother during the CAT at that time...LOL...pretty much a small world.

What happened is that, I joined in their "1st drawing contest" and unexpectedly...I won!! lol! and after that, I became their "leader" of their Manga Project...lol! but honestly, they selected me as their leader without my apporval!!TT_TT... I don't even know what to do with their manga project.... hmm, well I'm just cooperating with them, doing things for requirements for the manga project. Meetings are held and submissions are recommended..and stuff..though, the manga project has been progressing...I wonder why..>o>

>I became a dean lister( I think) in the engineering department...well...nothing much though......>o>

>Love life huh? nothing....oooppps! hehe!

                > dumped dane
                >made a relationship with "che" (the torpe guy)
DUMPED DANE:
it goes like this>>>>

Dane ,by the way, was my classmate when we were in 1st year high school and shockingly, we're classmates now in 1st year, 1st sem, in the college of Engineering. He's a damn "chickboy", a "player" and downright LIAR!!! I really hate that attitude of his but still...I accept that we're friends.

He was annoying during my birthday. He kept like, giving me hints that he liked me. during my birthday, he gave me three chocolates inside a heart sheaped container........which may have a meaning, Iloveyou...**cough!!!!!*****...my stomach became really achy after he gave those, and then I decided to give them to my brothers and mother..LOL...

After that, maybe dane thought that I "might" like him because he comes near me everytime and he talks to me and he even floods a lot of messages in my cellphone. FOR ___ SAKE!!! please stop! he even asked me if it's okay to call through the phone AT NIGHT! >o>...my head hurt at that time...I always say NO! because I don't want to think him differently...I only look at him as a friend..LOL!!!

I even wanted to play Dane for a little while. Though, it was fun to act and make him think that I like him...which HONESTLY...I DON'T LIKE HIM!....it's because, I remembered about our friend, Dee of how he hurted her feelings before. I wanted to avenge Dee by playing Dane..LOL! I wanted to play with him...heeheeeee.. but Emortal hesitated me from doing it. And so, I dumped him immediately...to avoid KARMA...DAW??? hahaha

now...I've been asking Dane of what he really is doing. We contacted each other through text, he admitted to me that he is a player. He said that he tricked a lot of girls already. There was even a girl who will run away for him, DAW?!! LOL...

I want to correct him...or maybe..If only I can bring back time and play him...

Oh yeah! I told him the truth that I would have played him when he was about to court me...LOL!...anyway...truth be shown...his true player attitude was admitted...hahahaha!!

MADE A RELATIONSHIP WITH CHE:

well nothing much though...I'm happy>o>... and I'm glad he is too...

though, I really can't understand this relationship thingy... >_>...maybe I should not expect too much from him right? I want to see him as a best friend too so that I can share a lot of things to him...though..it's hard...VERY hard...I can't seem to understand the situation between couples and best friends...

hmm.....maybe we still need time to know each other? or something? hahahahaXD


it was unexpected... really... I even shocked myself when we're together..hahaha!

this relationship thingy really makes me confuse....>o>...I dunno... "kung magbulag mi, dili nako mu usab ug another relationship!!!! AS IN CRAZY! makabuang xa kei dili ko makasabot!!!!!! hahahaha!!!!>o>"

THAT's ALL^o^

~signing out!

new drawing!
http://www.yurra.deviantart.com/

It's been weeks now since I haven't posted a journal here. I've got a boring life and I guess I don't know what or where to start first. Let us start up with school things. Yeah, I made school a less priority in achieving my goals, though I also do my 99% best at school and 100% for my hobbies and drawings....it's a 199% for me to do everything everyday! It's a little bit stressful that I got thinner and thinner everyday. Hey Crazypot, I lost a couple of pounds...I study too much that I forget about foodTT_TT..LOL! I'm thin like my aunties now..ahahahaha!

Anyway, I just posted up a site for my drawings and webcomics now...but it's not finished yet. So I'm not telling what the site is..:P

Back to school things, I'm pretty happy with the grades except for my English subject grade...hahaha! it's more on memorizing and I really hate memorizing, I'd rather do analyzing grammars. I got a big A average for my Math subject, and an A- for both my Chemistry Lab and Chemistry subjects....BUT!! a B- for my English...T_T...damn! I won't be able to be in the dean's list if I don't do my best in English...well...gotta do something..hahaha!

And what's more troubling than studying...are guys...yes, crazypot, you may not expect this...but I already app-...JOWK! gyahahaha! no! of course not! ahhahaXD if that's what you're thinking now...it's not^o^ hahaha! There's this one guy(named "CHE") who likes me that the WHOLE block knows!!!O_O...even the teacher!(damn that teacher...she changed the topic from God to relationships)...it was embarrassing!!! "che" was like sitting infront of me...and the teacher asked him to read out loud from the FFP book facing infront of me!!! yeah!! face towards me!!!...he read...'HEART'...oookaaay...I can't, like, look at him because he also doesn't look at me!!...the whole block responded out loud. It was like the most terrifying and suffering days of my life!...and yes!...I blushed...TT_TT...I usually don't blush! but I blushed and I DON'T KNOW WHY!!

okay! the next topic is CHEERING FROM CORPUS CHRISTI! It was just a while ago for about 3:00pm on friday(august 1 2008). It was great!!! coz......THE SENIORS LOST!!! YES! those devils LOST!! ahem...yeah!it was their fault for being too arrogant... ahahahaXD the Juniors' cheering was great! another great choreograph from our teacher, SIR ALLAN! it was unique! and it was clean!!! look! what's great than those juniors is that they wore SAILOR UNIFORMS!! they're so cute!! Me and Emortal watched the cheering together!^o^ ohohoho! and "kabo" was there...heeheeeeeeeeeeheeeee...@_@...LOL! Emortal said that he kept on glancing at us...heeeheeee...TT_TT...yes crazypot! I guess I still...'like' him...hahahahahaXD anyway! he's a goner for a couple of years^o^ hhaahaha!

please look out for my website next time^o^ ohohohohohoho!!! I'm still updating it^o^ ...until next time^^...

PS: crazy!!! kumusta????O_O hahaha^o^

MARCO....POLO......
MARCO....POLO......?

okay@_@...marco polo has nothing to do with this topic. I just heard that recently in the TV behind me.

The couple of weeks in college was a blast for me^^ The engineering students are a lot crazy than I thought^^ also for the girls. They say anything what's up in their minds. Hell yeah, my sched is okay for me even if my TTH sched is up to 7:15 pm...I'm laughing my brains out because of my new friends. There was even a time when we wore color coded shirts,3 green, 2 red, and 3 white. It was about 4:00 pm and my new friends and I were sitting in the benches in the SC building waiting for the next class. We didn't have anything to talk about but some ingredients in making a burger! I know it may be stupid but they're talking like crazy people from the mental hospital! ahaha! since we were color coded, we named ourselves the ingredients in the burger, lettuce, ketchup, the BURNED bread!ahaha...okay we're just hungry and had nothing to do...ahaha

And omigosh! I just passed the english placement test!!....YAY!! ...I got English 16! and not 14! yay! I won't be having an extended semester! But the terror thing is that....Every morning, I have go up to SIXTH floor at the Agriculture building! and it's like bg sweat drops when I get up there!....sigh....I envy the others where they're in the third floors....

hmm....other things happened?...oh yeah! BSCE engineering rock!! NO FILIPINO SUBJECT!! gyahahahaha! I can now concentrate on the other subjects! bwahahahah!

Between my best friend in Xavier?
At first dominic was like..."oh, cute..cute..cute...blah blah" as he pinches my cheek...then EMORTAL to the rescue! she jumped on my back and drove dominic away! gyaahahahah! the *coughangelcough* just drove the demon away! ahaha! no offense dom if you are able to read this blog@_@ gyhaahah!... me and emortal then ditched the S class, which the people I was with, and went to Ororama to spend time with each other^^...whooo!! oh yeah! ....EMORTAL'S BUTTERCUP in powerpuff girls! ahahaha!LOLZ anyways!!!XD

today's Wednesday, and I wasn't able to see Emortal.......sigh......

okay....I think that's about for now cuz I'm pretty sleepy...@_@

HEY CRAZY!!!! You'RE WeaRing GLAssSEEEssss!! MISS OLDIE! gyahahah! JOWKZ!!! aahahahahXD

~signing out!